“It doesn’t matter what I feel, doesn’t matter what I see – my hope will always be Your promises to me!”
Tonight this morning, I sit here in my chair with this song on repeat. The last few weeks have been full of rogue feelings. Sick, angry, anxious, hurt, nauseous, shaken… I have found myself in an unrecognizable place. A place of feeling far from God. Sure, there have been times and seasons where I have been distracted, or rebellious, or complacent. But this one has been different. I can’t explain it, it’s almost as if I have been walking around in a coma. But I will say it again – to myself, more than to you…
“It doesn’t matter what I feel, doesn’t matter what I see – my hope will always be Your promises to me.”
If I’m being totally honest, I just can’t seem to get a handle lately on my thoughts, my feelings, my heart. And I don’t think I’m alone. I’ve been following Jesus for a long time, but sometimes we have to re-plant that stake in the ground that says “no matter what, God, Your character is not in question with me”. I may feel differently, I may not understand and I may waver, but You. never. will.
“We have this hope as an anchor for the soul, firm and secure.”
Do you need to remind yourself today that His presence is enough? Put this one on repeat with me. Remember, it doesn’t matter what you feel or what you see….HOPE.